Sorry I haven’t been visiting blogs or posting anything lately. This past week I’ve been hanging out with my cousins.
It’s funny how growing up I felt so close to them. We shared dreams and secrets. We stood up for each other, whatever the drama and dilemma that life had brought and mostly leaned on one another.
But we’re grown up now. Gone are the innocent days. Poof went some of the dreams.
I really wish that I could share with them, the same thoughts, aspirations and dreams that I share with you guys. I wish I could tell them about my buddy Mr. Canada and tell them he has a nice smile, a soothing voice and makes me laugh out loud, sometimes so long that my stomach hurts. I wish I could tell them that I’m never going to fall in love with a woman.
But when you are grown up, words don’t come so easily. And when you are grown up, you don’t see each other in simple dimensions. Things are so complex right now. The people I want to lean on may not offer enough strength for me to lean on.
Wouldn’t it be nice if problems melted like the popsicles we shared on sunny days?